i fucking hate christmas. and hate having a boyfirend to buy for, who, last week, gave me this massive explanation how he 'loves spending loads of money on folk at christmas'. all the money he gets is from college... when i get absolutely nothing and can't get a fucking job. absolutely dreading asking my mum for money. and matty goes on saying 'aw you don't have to spend alot on me, but i want to on you'.

I DON'T WANT YOU TO, IT WILL MAKE ME FEEL SHITE, i'm not some little girl who feels loved by having money spent on her.


fuck presents, fuck christmas, fuck lucky charms, you arseholes.